I gave
away the porkchops,
But
what else could I do?
My heart
was touched; had you been there
You
might've done so too.
I stood
in line at Safeway
Behind
one bent and gray.
She
was counting pennies to see if she could pay
For
chicken wings and butter, catfood and some bread.
"The
catfoods for the strays that come,"
the
shaky voice had said.
"Will
change from this buy me a cab?"
she
asked showing her money.
Counting
it, the cashier stated,
"I'm
afraid not, Honey."
"Shall
I put back the cat food,"
the
clerk asked with concern.
When
she replied, "The Butter,"
My face
began to burn.
'Twas
then that I first spoke to her,
"Can
I give you a ride?"
"Why
yes, that's very kind of you,"
the
humble voice replied.
I placed
our groceries in the back
As we
got in the car.
I asked
the lady where she lived.
She
said, "Not very far."
A silence
fell, and then she cried.
She
told me I was kind.
That
young folks who cared for the old
Were
very hard to find.
She
spoke of age and loneliness,
And
husbands that had died.
She
talked about inflation versus
Welfare
and her pride.
She
told me that she used to walk.
A man
had snatched her purse.
And
then he kicked her half to death,
Which
made her fears much worse.
We reached
her house. I got her sack
So empty
by my four.
'Twas
then I quickly grabbed the chops.
I could
have given more.
I placed
them down beneath her bread
And
took the sack inside.
She
asked me if I'd stay for tea
And
gladly, I complied.
I know
with time, Lord willing,
That
I'll be old and gray.
But
I'll still feel the same inside
As I
do today.
I'll
have the need for people.
I'll
need the warmth of heat.
I'll
want to be of value.
I'll
like the taste of meat.
But
will these things be out of reach
Because
the costs are high?
Will
my hours be so lonely
That
I merely wait to die?
I gave
away those porkchops,
But
Friend, now do you see?
I looked
ahead, and saw instead
Someone
who might be me.
jennifer grant